I’m calming down now.
I still feel icky about the whole situation though.
I wish I didn’t like him so much so that this was easier…
I thought about being vague about this whole thing, but fuck it. I need to get this all out. So basically Thursday afternoon, the guy I’m seeing tells me, “my fraternity is having a formal type dinner thing, but I’m not going.” So I go on with my life and then, yesterday morning the pictures go up on facebook and he was there. with another girl.
Now, he and I aren’t exclusive, if he wants to take someone else to formal he has every right to do that and I just have to put on my big girl panties and deal, right? right.
What I’m upset about is the lie.
I just don’t even understand what he was thinking. He couldn’t possibly be stupid enough to think he was sparing my feelings by lying because there’s no way I wouldn’t have found out. Not only did the pictures go up to facebook, but two of my sisters were there and I’m friends with every other guy in his fraternity.
But the worst part is that he’s sticking with his lie. Even after I called him out on it.
The conversation started while I was at another formal last night. He texted me out of the blue and goes:
Him: Kira said I owe you an apology.
Me: *no answer*
Him: I can’t do much when you won’t tell me what I owe you an apology for. Kira told J.P. something, but I would like you hear from you what it is.
Me: I just wish you would have told me you wanted to take someone else to formal instead of telling me you weren’t going. I feel lied to.
HIm: I actually wasn’t intending on going. J.P. told me that he had made reservations with me included. I was hanging out with Laramie. It just sort of went along that way. I’m sorry you feel lied to. That was not my intention.
Granted, I don’t know 100% that what he told me is a lie, but it sounds like a big bunch of bullshit to me AND according to Jessica, his brothers were under the impression that they’ve been “talking.”
I’m trying to tell myself not to make a big deal out of it, but I’ve already passive-aggressively posted “Rumor Has It” by Adele on facebook, so fuck it.
I’m way super peeved at the moment so I apologize in advance for all the feels i’m going to be posting about all day…
tumblr why Y U NO let me reply to posts?